Chrissy Teigen.Photo: Karwai Tang/Getty
Chrissy Teigenis getting real about how her body has changed since the loss of her son Jack.
On Sunday, theCravingsauthor, 35, shared a candid post onInstagramin which she reflected on how her body “paused in time” after she suffered apregnancy losslast September.
“I don’t really have a big ending or positive words lol,” Teigen says, as she asks her followers not to “say nice things.”
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“I know it’s not everything and I know i’m suuuuuch a badass and blah blah blah I just thought I’d be emo for a minute ok! I love you. f— a scale!” she concludes the post.
Teigen and husbandJohn Legendannounced last September that theysuffered the loss of their pregnancywith their third child. Teigen, whosuffers from endometriosis, was previouslyput on bed restand eventuallyhospitalized due to excessive bleeding.
The couple, who tied the knot in September 2013, also share daughter Luna Simone, 5, and son Miles Theodore, 3, both of whom they conceived via IVF.
“On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug andlove each other harder and get through it,” she wrote in September, announcing their loss.
TheSports IllustratedSwimsuit Issue model said in December that shewould “never” be pregnant again. “Coming to terms withnot being able to carry againis still really difficult for me because I feel so healthy. I’m like, why?” she said in March. “But then I think about it as my uterus is just not cooperating with me — and it’s not a failure.”
source: people.com
